Tuesday, May 4, 2010

White Flag, I Surrender


Well I haven't blogged in a while and I've been itching to today, most likely to delay the studying that I know will consume my mind over the next 48 hours. I've been walking in my flesh a lot lately. It's really put a rift in my confidence and caused me to question things that God's already given me the answer to.

"An unknown road can seem dark until you fully let God lead you, other people can help but at the end of the day make sure he's the one guiding you from one moment to the next, through pain and through happiness. Hold tight to the light, it is always the right way."

God is a funny guy. I feel like that was his own little sarcastic way of telling me 'it's going to be fine, don't you trust me? Don't you know what I want for you?'

I get so scared and all for nothing. Yes, my plans they have turned out in ruins in the past, but His plans.. well they don't ever turn out that way. I just have to let Him guide me, mold me, hold me and teach me, that His will for my life is perfect. Fear is simply the absence or lack of faith in the Creator of all time. I am foolish for shrinking the abilities of my God. Foolish or not He's still got His hand held out, just waiting for me to let Him lead. White Flag, I humbly surrender.